Have decorated the house and it’s slmost as good as what you would have done but not quite! But we tried and it looks really lovely . I have enjoyed doing it for the first tine in longer than I can remember . I am calm and I am not stressed I just have to get through this period with the boys. Patrick and Hannah are coming home to live and I hope save for their own place . I went to a Carol concert and there was an empty seat beside me ,.......where ever I go there always is ....... I find that tough . The carols were beautiful and made me very emotional and there will be more to come . I am reading on Xmas day , and I have four vegetarians for lunch but sure where the turkey fits in to that !! I love you Xxx