So the Christmas lights are turned on and we (. Chris and I ) are going to get the decorations down on Thursday. It was your Christmas house and it will be a tribute to you this year . The boys and Hannah and Lauren are going to help me with the free around the 19 th . That will be lovely to have both couples here won’t it. I don’t think you would have coped but you can watch over them now . Joe and I are going to get the same tattoo as Patrick , your hands praying with your rosary beads . I miss you so much xx.