I am lying in the dark and the bed is empty beside me and you haunt my thoughts . You don’t pester nor do I see fleeting glimpses of you passing by or out of the corner of my eye . You aren’t there and your absence surrounds me , I can’t think about you without crying or choking struggling to swallow or speak . I wa t to bury my head in my hands and scream but I know it really isn’t you , I am haunting my self I can’t or won’t and don’t want to lock you away in s box in my mind , I can’t shut out the things we did together and only we knew how lovely they were . I am sad and lonely and missing you . Sleep well princess xxxx