Hi Princess I had dinner with Jim Kelly last night he set my mind at rest told me you were remarkable you should only have lived 6 months with the way it spread. That when the cancer goes to the brain it has a much bigger effect than the other cancers , that the op was very brave of you and the surgeon ....... but it wasn’t to be . He also said that to die as you did loving god, pain free and unafraid was the absolute best way to go . I couldn’t save you , I couldn’t protect you and I feel like I should have been able to . I love you , the pain is still awful and it doesn’t lessen its hot and all over my chest and face . I don’t know how I will cope